Vanessa has never felt completely female. She hangs out with her friend Alex from "Glee," who knows all about gender questions and being in the public eye. She meets with a gender therapist to understand the meaning of gender fluidity and where she falls on the spectrum.

Vanessa has secrets she has not even shared with her closest friends. She finally faces what and who turns her on sexually when she meets with Dr. Zak and professional dominant Sir Nik.